Throwback From My Tumblr: [7.27.2018] 6:31 PM

I just realized I didn't post this on here like I intended to. This is an interesting piece of writing that showed where I was last year mental health-wise. It's interesting how none of this showed externally. I was truly living two lives but people assume you're "healthy enough" because you don't show visible symptoms.... Continue Reading →


Goddess Worship.

Originally posted on my Tumblr when they were threatening "adult content" with their policy update. Upon actually reading their policy update, text posts were not the thing they were going after. I am still posting this because I wanted to see where I was with my creativity in this style of writing. I didn't want... Continue Reading →

Mirtazapine Dreams.

I arrived late to the party, but now that I'm here, I appreciate the honesty and (mostly) non-judgmental safe space available to express myself on the most stigmatized or society-labeled "taboo" topics and have it be shared and agreed upon... on Tumblr. There is only one friend I know in real life who I know... Continue Reading →

My Smile Has Changed: What One Tooth Can Tell Me About Unconditional Love and Other Peoples’ Shallowness.

That title was a mouthful, but I needed it to be that this time. Unlike the title, my mouth is less populated today. A few days ago while enjoying company with my cousin visiting for the weekend and having a nice dinner, I bit into a piece of corn on the cob, and one of... Continue Reading →

[07.08.2018] – Honesty. Desires. The Human Condition.

At 32 years old, mentioning you’re a virgin to friends who joke about people being virgins as an insult is me saying “Fuck your standard!” without being an absolute venomous version of myself. Behind the pride that I seem to be wearing in not fucking up my life with random fucks with people without love... Continue Reading →

April 7, 2018 – 1:30 A.M.

I keep checking my Instagram... all of them. I keep searching for things on Tumblr. I keep looking for something to look for. I keep looking for something. I look for "ASMR videos" on YouTube. I look for "nature sounds". I look for "night cricket sounds". I find this... I stop looking for things. I... Continue Reading →

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